i bet y'all are wanderin why this is called repeat well i woke up this mornin with a certain song in my head and its been on repeat since i played it....nd Special Guy was wanderin why i listen 2 d song considerin he doesnt think i'm nigerian enuff (wat does dat mean anyway "u're not nigerian cause u dnt act nigerian wait so all nigerians act a specific way....note 2 self blog about that anoda day) well i told him i lyk d song cause i heard it in New York's car on one of our trips o hw i kinda a lil bit not really miss dos days lol (i'm crazy nd i'm proud of it yes dats wat i said i'm proud of it) well d followin was wat said after
SG: so where did u even listen 2 dis song
Me: in NY's car (he knows about NY cause we're really close)
SG: NY NY
Me: yep NY NY
SG: same NY
Me: duhhhhhhhhhh
SG: dnt duhh me
Me: well i wldnt if u wld stop askin d same questions ova again
SG: i jst wanted 2 be clear
Me: wateva
sum 5-10 mins of silence den
SG: so NY huh
Me: didnt we jst go ova dis ( c me c wahala o which kain craze b dis one)
SG: well i was jst wanderin y d'u still listen 2 d song if u hate NY so much
Me: so cause i hate NY i shuld stop listenin 2 a gud song..is it d songs fault NY was a jerk nd besides who said i hated NY neway
SG: well afta wat happened i kinda figured u'd hate him nd evrything dat reminds u of him
Me: which is pretty much tellin me 2 hate a part of my life cause he was a part of my life
SG: i'm jst sayin
Me: jst sayin wat.....pause (y am i havin dis conversation hiss i need 2 go take a shower)
Me: jst so its clear 4 future purposes i dnt hate NY i have 2 much 2 do everyday 2 invest tym into hatin sum1
as in me i'm jst wanderin y guys have 2 b so stupid sumtyms i shuld hate a song jst cause a guy did me wrong jeez wat kinda childish thought is dat....SG has lost points 4 bein sooo schewpid
bet y'all wanderin who NY is ehn well i'll blog about him next tym
well 4 now its xoxo.......moi
Monday, October 20, 2008
Thursday, October 9, 2008
i have no clue
so i'm at this point in my lyf where i dnt kno where what how or when i'm supposed to do......as i'm writing this i'm kinda in a state of confusion and even worse i have a bad headache so i think i'll jst go take sum tylenol and go to sleep 4 a while hopefully i get betta in d mornin...keep me in ur prayers 2nite..........................xoxo moi
Sunday, April 27, 2008
FRIENDS PT 2
so the continuation of d talkin of my friends (idk if dat made ne sense but oh well) d more i blog d more u'd realize hw much of a crazy person i actually am..nehoo bac 2 dos wierd friends
Friend 4: so she is lyk d mama of evry1 she is sweet nd sum1 u'd want to go to when u need advice on serious issues nt man issues tho (i'm d one 2 go to 4 dat yes i kno men lol) but she's a great friend but she doesnt lyk 2 have fun i tell her all d tym dat she's young nd needs 2 have more fun but she doesnt get it she thinks she's 40 with kids or sumthn i'm gonna say it one more tym YOU ARE YOUNG HAVE MORE FUN WITH YOUR LYF...
Friend 5: ok so she's great too but she just had to move up north as in waaaaaaaay up north to canada nd our friendship has nt been d same cause i neva call her but she knows i wurv her yes sweetie i wurv u its just i'm bad at keepin in touch wit ppl but i wld neva 4get u nd d trips we used to have omg soooo much fun i will make an effort to call u more often cause i wurv u
so each of these ppl have impacted my lives in so many ways i really wurv u all nd ders 1 person i didnt write about bcos if i started i wldnt stop he's been der thru evrything nd i wurv him soooo much yes i wurv u u kno who u are
i'm gonna go nw xoxo
Friend 4: so she is lyk d mama of evry1 she is sweet nd sum1 u'd want to go to when u need advice on serious issues nt man issues tho (i'm d one 2 go to 4 dat yes i kno men lol) but she's a great friend but she doesnt lyk 2 have fun i tell her all d tym dat she's young nd needs 2 have more fun but she doesnt get it she thinks she's 40 with kids or sumthn i'm gonna say it one more tym YOU ARE YOUNG HAVE MORE FUN WITH YOUR LYF...
Friend 5: ok so she's great too but she just had to move up north as in waaaaaaaay up north to canada nd our friendship has nt been d same cause i neva call her but she knows i wurv her yes sweetie i wurv u its just i'm bad at keepin in touch wit ppl but i wld neva 4get u nd d trips we used to have omg soooo much fun i will make an effort to call u more often cause i wurv u
so each of these ppl have impacted my lives in so many ways i really wurv u all nd ders 1 person i didnt write about bcos if i started i wldnt stop he's been der thru evrything nd i wurv him soooo much yes i wurv u u kno who u are
i'm gonna go nw xoxo
Monday, April 21, 2008
FRIENDS PT 1
so dis blog is 'bout my friends just like the title states..well i have a lotta people i talk 2 but only a couple of friends and they are all wierd in their own way..i wld not use names bcos well dey wld kill me and we both dont want me 2 die i'm nt writin bout all of u nw so if u cant recognise urself dnt wry u'll b in part 2 lol
Friend 1: well c dis one and i are closer than the rest of them but dat doesnt mean i luv d rest ne less i have equal love for them..ok so F1 is very very pretty but for some very odd reason does not believe she is (dnt u think its crazy dat all d cute girls keep sayin i'm not cute and d ugly ones keep tellin whoeva wld listen hw pretty dey are hmmmn) ok so F1 has a lotta shuld i say semi-famous men on her behind but she couldnt even care nt even if she wanted to..she has eyes only for dis one guy (who shall remain nameless) who is a huge jerk and no matter how much she tells me she's ova him we both kno she's not..ok so i used 2 think he was gud and hope dey'd end up 2geda (part of me still does) but i luv u honey abd i think its tym we moved on (to one of dos semi-famous men lol) hahaha
Friend 2: ok so F2 and i are secret lovers but den came dis guy whose name i wld nt disclose (kkk inside jokes) F2 and him are so cute together but dey are both so stubborn 2 put in d work 2 actually become sumthn otha than wat they keep tellin demselves dey are..hw can two people who are so obviously attracted to each otha in more than d physical who luk so gud 2gether nt want 2 even try cos dats wat i feel dey're doin leavin it up 2 faith u kno heaven helps dos who helps demselves so freakin help urself..so i kno ders a third party (otha than me lol) nd i'm nt one 2 cause trouble bt have d both of u thought maybe u were meant 2 b with each other bt i think i've said enuff jst hope u listen
Friend 3: ok so dude is well for lack of a better word an ass (but nt 2 me though or we wldnt be friends) i'm tired of defendin his behind i mean i think he's a great friend and all but i guess i'm lyk d only one who thinks dat way see i tell him almost everything but he somehow manages to tell me nothing at least not d important ones he lets me find out on my own from sum1 else and den his excuse is "well its nt lyk u wldnt hv found out neway besides m*** u neva tell me everythin" (nd den he reminds me of dis one thing i did nt tell him dat he had 2 hear 4rm sum1 else)..but dats nt d point of bein friends we're friends so we can not only be there for each otha but also talk 2 each otha nehoo i kno sumthn and i kno it must hurt him but he doesnt know dat i know and i want 2 b der for him just lyk he is for me but i cant tell him without outin d person who told me (c my dilemma oh kai) i mean i always saw it in his eyes (u no cos i'm gud at detectin feelings seriously i am gud at tellin hw people feel) but i neva cld tell wat it was about till now and i want u 2 kno i wurv u and dat thing dat u think i dnt kno bcos u're sure no one knows bcos u didnt tell ne1 i kno and i'm here if u wanna talk about it ok sweetie...oh nd dat attitude u're beginin 2 get needs 2 end nw
oh my gosh i gotta go sumwhere so i wld finish dis in part 2 xoxo
Friend 1: well c dis one and i are closer than the rest of them but dat doesnt mean i luv d rest ne less i have equal love for them..ok so F1 is very very pretty but for some very odd reason does not believe she is (dnt u think its crazy dat all d cute girls keep sayin i'm not cute and d ugly ones keep tellin whoeva wld listen hw pretty dey are hmmmn) ok so F1 has a lotta shuld i say semi-famous men on her behind but she couldnt even care nt even if she wanted to..she has eyes only for dis one guy (who shall remain nameless) who is a huge jerk and no matter how much she tells me she's ova him we both kno she's not..ok so i used 2 think he was gud and hope dey'd end up 2geda (part of me still does) but i luv u honey abd i think its tym we moved on (to one of dos semi-famous men lol) hahaha
Friend 2: ok so F2 and i are secret lovers but den came dis guy whose name i wld nt disclose (kkk inside jokes) F2 and him are so cute together but dey are both so stubborn 2 put in d work 2 actually become sumthn otha than wat they keep tellin demselves dey are..hw can two people who are so obviously attracted to each otha in more than d physical who luk so gud 2gether nt want 2 even try cos dats wat i feel dey're doin leavin it up 2 faith u kno heaven helps dos who helps demselves so freakin help urself..so i kno ders a third party (otha than me lol) nd i'm nt one 2 cause trouble bt have d both of u thought maybe u were meant 2 b with each other bt i think i've said enuff jst hope u listen
Friend 3: ok so dude is well for lack of a better word an ass (but nt 2 me though or we wldnt be friends) i'm tired of defendin his behind i mean i think he's a great friend and all but i guess i'm lyk d only one who thinks dat way see i tell him almost everything but he somehow manages to tell me nothing at least not d important ones he lets me find out on my own from sum1 else and den his excuse is "well its nt lyk u wldnt hv found out neway besides m*** u neva tell me everythin" (nd den he reminds me of dis one thing i did nt tell him dat he had 2 hear 4rm sum1 else)..but dats nt d point of bein friends we're friends so we can not only be there for each otha but also talk 2 each otha nehoo i kno sumthn and i kno it must hurt him but he doesnt know dat i know and i want 2 b der for him just lyk he is for me but i cant tell him without outin d person who told me (c my dilemma oh kai) i mean i always saw it in his eyes (u no cos i'm gud at detectin feelings seriously i am gud at tellin hw people feel) but i neva cld tell wat it was about till now and i want u 2 kno i wurv u and dat thing dat u think i dnt kno bcos u're sure no one knows bcos u didnt tell ne1 i kno and i'm here if u wanna talk about it ok sweetie...oh nd dat attitude u're beginin 2 get needs 2 end nw
oh my gosh i gotta go sumwhere so i wld finish dis in part 2 xoxo
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